(Homily for October 21, 2018. The readings are Isaiah 53:10-12, Psalm 33, Hebrews 4:14-16 and Mark 10:35-45.)
Can I please get a show of hands: Who likes it here, at St. Luke’s? Who’s comfortable?
Who likes it here because you’re comfortable? Okay, now who’s uncomfortable? Who likes St. Luke’s because it makes you uncomfortable, because it challenges you sometimes?
It’s okay to be both, you know, to be here both to find comfort and to be challenged. That’s pretty much why I’m here, to be comforted and to be challenged.
I enjoy the comfort part a lot: Getting what I want, that’s nice. What feels better than being affirmed in your complacency, from being told you’re fine just the way you are, and no, you don’t have to change, and can I get you a pillow?
Getting challenged – that makes me uncomfortable, but that can lead to good things too, right?
It’s really okay to be here for both, for the comfort and for the challenge. We all need to be comforted, to feel the support of others, to know that we are truly cared about. It’s essential for that to happen here; it’s essential for us all to know we can count on it. And, we all need to know that we have to change; we have to let go of some of the things that make us comfortable and complacent; we all have to go through some painful stuff.
We need to do that together too.
So, people who are here because you know you will be challenged and made uncomfortable, keep coming: you’re going to get exactly what you want. And people who are here to be comfortable, you’re going to be challenged and become uncomfortable. Please keep coming too. And everybody, as we all keep coming here to St. Luke’s, let’s ask ourselves — Are we coming here, are we claiming our belonging in this community, our place in this parish, this Church, so that we can be served, or so that we can serve? What attitude are we bringing about the work that needs to be done?
These guys in this gospel, James and John, they thought it was all in the bag: Let’s just skip right to the glory part and see if we can get the best seats. One at his left and one at his right. These two want to be served, and looked up to; they want to enhance their image and have other people admire and envy them. But they don’t have a clue what they will need to do, what they will have to go through, to be looked up to like that. They aren’t grasping at all what it means to be with Jesus in his glory, one on the left and one on the right. We know what that means, we get reminded of it every time we see the image of three crosses. James and John certainly weren’t thinking about that. Even the posture they choose shows complacency: they say they want to sit with Jesus. Not stand, not walk, but sit.
James and John are thinking about how the leaders of their time were looked up to and fawned over and seemed to get everything nice that they wanted. They’re not thinking about the work that goes before that. They don’t even realize that they will be looked up to, by us, revered as Saints, but that first there will be fear and failure and suffering and redemption and a whole lot of amazing stuff they just don’t expect.
Relationships are like that: we want it to be all cushy and nice, like the picture in our minds, but we need to know that we have to go through some tears and hurts and frustrations to get there.
Jesus knows it. He speaks right to it: “You know how the bigshots act,” he says, “… but it shall not be so among you.” We’re not going to be like that. We’re going to be servant leaders. We’re going to make sacrifices for the good of others. We are not in this for our own glory, but for the glory of God.
To me, the best part of the story is that He doesn’t send them away, saying, “Get lost, if you aren’t interested in doing things a new way.” It’s more like he’s inviting them in to a new adventure; it’s not what they expected, not what they were looking forward to, but it’s better. Different. Kind of upside-down, topsy-turvy, where the leader is at the bottom of the org chart instead of the top. Better, because it’s God’s will being done and God’s Kingdom coming into being in our world.
That’s my take from this gospel: our Church tells us things are going to be different, not what we expected, not what we got too comfortable and complacent with. We’re going to do things a new way. Some of it is going to get uncomfortable, but we’re not going to just keep doing the same old thing. We are going to experience change, in how we go to mass and how we relate to the people we’re sitting next to when we do. In how we respond to the call to discipleship in all parts of our lives, not just on Sunday mornings. We can’t keep recycling old ideas and expecting new things to happen.
The first thing we have to do without is complacency. Especially my own: I may have spent a lot of the last 16 years unwittingly promoting complacency, convincing myself and maybe convincing you that everything is okay in our Church, when it’s not. There is work to be done.
So today I’m saying let’s all get rid of our complacency. Today the Church is inviting us into a new adventure, not what we expected, not what we were looking forward to, but better. Different: Kind of upside-down, where we find the leaders at the bottom instead of at the top. Better, because it’s God’s will being done and God’s Kingdom coming to be. We are going to see our Church become a vibrant, life-giving place that genuinely comforts and challenges all of us, and it’s going to take some effort. You know whose job it’s going to be, don’t you?
There was a pastor whose parish needed $1,000,000 to build a new church, and he came out and told the people, I have great news, we now have all the money we need to build the new church. It’s all right here, but it’s still in your wallets and your bank accounts!
We have everything we need to build up the kingdom of heaven in our own community. We have it here right now: It’s right there in your hearts. You don’t have to be a priest or a deacon to have a calling to serve the people of God and to build up the Kingdom. It takes all of us. The greatest among us is the one who is the servant of all, and that doesn’t require ordination. Each of us got what we needed in baptism and confirmation, and with it, we also got the responsibility to act on it. We strengthen it when we come to communion together.
On the other hand, we could also use the help of some good deacons as we do this work together. Maybe the next good deacon to serve at St. Luke is sitting here right now. Maybe that calling is stirring in somebody now. Fan that glowing ember into flame and let it light things up. You can do it. We need you.
We need everybody. We have some change ahead of us, and change is always going to hurt. We’re going to have some tears and some disagreements, and we’re going to do things in new ways so that together we can better become the body of Christ. Put your hands up again if you’re up for that.